I'm stronger
Than I was yesterday
Was so afraid
Felt my life slip away
I drank so much
Trying to forget
All the lies you told
and all of the regret
I saw your face
Just the other day
Now I know you've moved on
Why carry on this way?
You moved closer to me
Looking in my eyes
I don't have to love you
I don't have try
But you
You tell me now
That I'm you friend
And nothing more
I don't know
Where you are
I don't even know
What I'm fighting for
Because of you
I've built these walls
I'm on the edge
Trying not to fall
I lie awake
Dreaming of a day
When the walls will break down
When I'm not afraid
I'm afraid to love
HEY MOTHER FUCKERS!
im BACCCCK!
discharged from hospital on January 13th and here for good now :)
havent had much chance to take/upload any photos but hopefully soon there will be opportunity for it with art coursework etc :)
i swear i had more to say but whatever :D
..i lost a friend
So i have 7850 pageviews and im hoping with these uploads i can get that up to 8000!
The ones im uploading are ones i took tonight and ones from the bonfire i went to a while back (well bonfire night obviously)
i swear i had more to say but whatever..
KEEP FAVING <3
...midnight run.
god i feel rubbish.
Im really sorry i've been so shit at life recently- everyday i wake up thinking 'ill charge my camera battery and put some photos on dA'. but i've forgotten and i thinnk i will tonight and take some more.
Tomorrow is grans funeral which im anxious about but i think once it's over i'll feel better because it's behind me and its like she's had the send off and we can move on, obviously she wont be forgotten and she'll be missed so much but ..oh im not sure.
recently ive been feeling so unfulfiled and so im going to get stufff sorted... ooh ffs
i have a massive journal enttry to submit about stuff... but